i am rob gordon
it’s true. his revelation at the end of high fidelity that he never had fully committed himself to laura… that’s what i do. i am always kind of sort of looking around. but i’d like to think that’s because i haven’t done the relationship thing, really… or MAYBE its WHY i haven’t done the relationship thing. Uh oh. We’ve got a bit of a chicken and the egg situation going on here. i don’t think i specifically chose to be interested in two different men, and neither of them have given me any cause to dismiss the other, and to be quite honest i don’t like one more than the other right now. i see more future with one than the other (the answer may surprise you), but they’re both so hot and cold that i go back and forth almost on the daily about who i’d like to pursue more. and that’s the other thing. you’d think with how busy i am (work only called 8 times today on my day off… actually, that’s not bad considering SDK is out of town) i wouldn’t have the time, motivation, or patience to pursue two men… SURPRISE! i have an unending stamina for frustration. crazy, isn’t it?
Men are always talking about how they are simple, really. If that is the case, then why the hell am i so confused? Seriously… I really had moved on from one of the guys, but he had to go all powerplay last weekend acting like my boyfriend and I did the classic “well… maybe.” I should know better. How many other men have reeled me back in as soon as their back up relationship was threatened? And I did really feel like I had a good thing going with this other guy, and then he got all weird after seeing me with dude 1. complicated. i am so sick of men. im glad i decided to spend part of my bonus on a new toy for me.
